January 2009
55 posts
Savage!
Dang; thas savage!! I wud never!
Whatever.
Not jealous, believe me. Juss annoying.
Ughhh.
It hurts. I wan itch!! Hopefully it heals up soon.
iangela:
I HATE YOU HANELLIE=(
Anyways, today=homework.
Shuda told me we had practice….
Night talk;
In ways, im glad we had that talk last night. Altho it didnt turn out in best ways, the good shined thru. Hopefully you actually try instead of juss sayn it. But im really glad u listened. Thanks.
Tummy!
Omgash. Cant believe i actually did it. Went w/buddy. Had to pretend we were brother&sister. Faked i didnt have ne identity on me. haha
“If mom doesn’t like it, your going to get troubler&fined.” uh-ohhh.
Newho; hekka nervous. Thoguht that wud hurt really bad. Stuck in, didnt even feel it. Went the needle came out, that was wen i felt it, hurted. Felt like someone tryn...
Yesterday;
First day for practice. Dang that shit was easy peasy but fuck; was that hard! Hella crapped, uggh. Needa start working out; freal!
Sorrry.
I know. Too much hassal juss to chill. Whatever. Heheh, maybe one day?
Animal planet;
Yello shit coming from a skuck’s shit hole! ewww.
Mother: aww, ohhh. ahhh
hahaha
Just admit it;
You alwase choose it over me.
If you don’t care, I don’t get why I shud. Whatever.
Mind your own business.
Keep your mouth shut, it aint yours to blab.
You serious?
Only that much? Oh man.
Ehh;
Havent had this feelings. Guilt sux.
Marshall;
I can’t believe that juss happened. I know I was dumb; so are they. Suprisingly, he wasn’t yelling. Wish I didn’t call her. Ugh. Feels bad that I embrassed him.
Guilt;
Not cuz of that but my el padre. Really, idk why I do. Maybe cuz of embrassment.
I want it.
Kinda bad. Guess will wait?
Goodnight babe.
=]
Suprises me.
That the phone rang. One thing that makes my day.
Not agen;
Told you too many times. Get it into your head&juss realize it. Really, I don’t get why I sed sorry; I don’t see nething wrong. Maybe the way I sed it but I still somewhat ment it. Whatever. I’ll admit it; excitment is round the corner.
Old txts;
Erased ‘em. Puts a frown on wenever I see ‘em newase. Whatever.
Whatever;
Yeah, I’m do what I wan do now. I’m making things worse? Well how’d u make things better? Tell me that.
Ugh;
Whatever.
Tomorrow;
Idk. I don’t feel much like it juss cuz. Sleeeeeppy.
Procrastination;
Like fuck! Too lazy. Ughh. As long as I get no lower than a D in anatomy, I’m okay. Belly tomorrow? Newho; suprisngly, don’t really miss u like fuck at the moment. Oh well; I probaly will soon.
You play too much. You needa chill.
Buhbye ateh;
Finally got married eh? Still kinda can’t believe it. Last night was cool. Hella picture taking; that was the most annoying. TOO MUCH. After seeing her getting married, makes me wan get married one day too. But after too much pix taking, kinda didn’t want to much nemore. Newho; congrats! Kinda ‘aw’ that you’re gone now, but I noe you’ll be around. Seeing you...
Life in thee library;
4 hours is a bit too much without thee internet. Lil kid singing with his iPod on. Halarious. Can’t spell. Hella sleepy! &thx for the burgers! =]
Suffocate;
Words can’t even explain.
Cuda, but didn't;
So I turned them down in hopes. I know I shudnt but I can’t help it.
Corny;
I know. But that’s how it goes.
So...
Being lazy doing nothing does really help you think alot.
I can’t ever imagine myself without you. I don’t need you& I hope I don’t, I juss don’t ever want you outta my life. And if ever one day that I do want you out, well, I don’t ever want that day to come. I juss know that if that day comes soon, I will regret it.
010909
Happy 8 months babe!!
Thank you, you did a great job. =]
=(
Yeah...
I know I wasn’t supposed to get my hopes up, but I cudnt help it. I can’t help it. I’m so selfish. Wasn’t alwase like this…I’ll try, hopefully I’ll succeed.
This very morning
*My locker*
H: OMGOSH ANGELA, guess what I saaww!
A: ???
H: I saw a picture of penis!
A: ***'s?
H: haha no
A: Oh
H: aren't you gonna ask me
whos?
A: whos? *******'s?
H: HAHA No, you think that'll fit? its from a phone, *******'s is a panaromic picture!
A: LMAO!
Babe;
Had fun with you =]
Crazy chickens!
How cute; went outside&saw a baby doggie juss wondering around. So adorable. Finally carried it&walked; took too long to walk. So sister&i looked for her home.I was about to steal her; so cute. Newho; can’t believe sister&i ran…for more than 5 minutes! Breathing in from nose&out with my mouth. Cold air hurts&for the ears. Started out slow but gradually faster....
Lame but I'll try;
I’ll only try do as much as you do.
Day with my date;
Haha. Movie date! That was fun. Bedtime Stories; actually not bad movie. Afterwards, tried finding senseless things to do. Stuck in Milpitas without nowhere to go. Taco Bell; called random ass ppl. So many Indians at night time. Haha. Wanted to play ‘ding dong ditch’. Haha, found out it was a senior center home; wowwie. Newho; walked in the cold to SaveMart. Walked around, reading...
12o'clock
Happy Birthday mommie!!!! Haha, so how does it feel to turn 48? :)
Last text;
I really miss hearing/mentioning you say that to me just because. Putted a smile on my face. Thanks; I miss you.
It's nothing.
I know..
But it juss bugged me.. Second to best it was like. I know it wasn’t meant for me&thas why it bothered me.
I guess;
I feel better. Thank you.
You know I wud stop my plans just to be with you. Juss kinda kills me how I’m more willing to be with you than you are with me.
Feeling replaced?
Oh. I know what you mean. Juss don’t wan say it.
Suprised you called;
I miss your voice. I can’t even look at your old txts, juss gets me down. I feel like i cant speak my mind. I hold things back i wan say juss cuz. You know what? I’ll try forget about the past. Today’s now.
Mixed feelings;
Misunderstood, unwanted, shakey, etc. Idk.
Lame;
The worst New Year’s.
YOU feel unappericated? Wowwie. I can’t even get a hello or all that mushy shit juss because. I don’t even feel like you want me as much nemore. You bascially only talk to me wen u see me. What about a lil love wen I don’t see you? Tryn hard to not care as much. I don’t even know what to say. I juss wan chill with a friend&juss let it out....
Story time;
So me&my mommie was talking. She told me that even wen I was younger, me&haneda wud juss sneek outta my dad’s sight. Haha, old habits die hard, huh?
2:57AM
Feel abit under the weather. I honestly miss the old days. What happened wen u used to get excited to call me or txt me? I really dont expect nething more of you&idk if thas a good or bad thing. I’m even shocked wen we’re having a conversation&you participate. I juss feel unwanted. I’m tryn not to care alot but at the same times thas a bad idea. What if I end up not...