December 2008
30 posts
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Thank you babe! i like it.
Dec 30th
Im sorry;
I’m glad we got that talk.
Dec 29th
Creepy;
So today at work, weirdddd. i wud say the whole story how it went down but ive sed it too much. All i can say is “Thanks Houg!” & “Those stupid jerks!”
Dec 29th
Dec 27th
New year's present;
Altho it isnt new year’s yet, wanted to give it before i cudnt nemore.I’m glad you love it! =] haha, i cant believe i even wasted that much, but its cool. Newho, line took foreverrr. But it was worth-it, got the prettiest one too. dang, tax was lik fkn $10. crazy right? it’s whatever. guys behind me sayn “are you even getting nething?” didnt say nething cuz iwasnt...
Dec 27th
Dec 26th
Rawr;
I really dislike periods. Who doesnt? Hate how it makes me all emo&shit. RAWR.
Dec 26th
Late night confessions;
I realized something. When it comes to the point that i really care for someone, im too willing. &i kinda dont wanna be like that nemore. I hate how im becoming like this. I hate how it feels like im not trying nemore. &i hate how im not caring as much as i used to. If you think those are high expectations, man you must be keeding me. I guess i cant even expect you to say “hi”...
Dec 26th
This aint for you either.
I miss what we used to have. Everything’s not the same. No homo.
Dec 26th
Well;
I was juss about to blog about soemthing. Yet i forgot what it was about. blahhh
Dec 26th
iangela: Remember you whisper in my ear, that nobody else lives here. I never really trusted you, I just didn’t want to leave you.  I’ve had that moment.
Dec 26th
Yayy
I started to think about school schedule. Didn’t finish thinking, but oh well. Also thinking about how to get it. Hmm, more to decide about that.  Tryn not to get that whole thing get to me, but idk. It wudnt be fair either so i guess.
Dec 24th
What does that sound like to you? huh
“dont tell me uve been home the whole time and not commenting me.”
Dec 24th
I like hum to Hollister music
(via iangela) i do the same! &sing to myself once in a while.
Dec 21st
Yikes;
Today: Called mother to tell her to pick us up at nob hills by 3; she thought we got out at 3. Ateh picked up; she sed we’re in troubleee. Yikes. Mother found out. Got 10mins to walk from ambers to nob hills. Actually made it. Cant believe we walked that fast. Then i called mother to tell her to pick us up at nob hills. She was asking why did the skool call&saying that my ateh called us...
Dec 20th
So ask me how my day was;
I was about to color in my “Dora the Explora” coloring book but i wanted to blog aobut my day first. P.s.my chest really kinda hurts. Newho: Slept last night like at 11ish cuz i needed to give essay to nikkieg& do dishes. Woke up round 5:15ishAM for church. Got back, took a nap til 7AM. (rawr, lower left abdominal pain!) Then got dressed hela grungy. Turn out we cudnt go to Ambers...
Dec 20th
iangela: Hurr cut, again. bit more satisfied.  haha, i saw you.
Dec 20th
I guess;
It’s always my fault; I guess i dont know what i want. HAH. bs. i want you. &yet you say that? oh geee&i dont even tell you everything what happens so idk why you sayn stuff like that.
Dec 15th
You don't even know;
When you sed that, shaddy. That hurted. Tryn so hard not to yell or cuss at you wen im mad. &tryn hard not to let you know either. Acting apathetic, yet it doesnt satistify me.
Dec 15th
Whoopie;
I finally learned how to ring ppl up. Kinda sad cuz now i cant take my time. =/ A portfolio due tomroow; hopefully i dont get to do it tomroow; essay due tuesday. Rawr. Too much procrastinating.
Dec 15th
old days;
i kinda do miss it. i dont think we the same nemore. before, we’d ask each other soemthing& we wudnt ask why. im still the same, idk bout u. i ask you something&you usually dont ask why. kinda “wow” you know? what happened? idk.
Dec 14th
Geee;
Honestly; after everytime we argue like this makes me not wan listen to you more. But thas not the reason why i dont. i do what my mind wans me to. i dont think you really do understand. &the lame thing is, i cant explain it&the worst thing is, you dont believe what i say or you juss wont listen to what im saying. i can take it, its juss irratating, yah know? lately, it’s become a...
Dec 14th
Dont trip;
i want you, no one else. I really dont know how to explain it to you but really, theres nothing to worry about. i know if i was in your place, id get lil irratated bout some stuff too, but think about it; you know i want you. i know i tell you to juss trust me. but seriously, trust me. &maybe you really dont. i understand why not but u gotta learn sooner or later. Weird; i wasnt actually...
Dec 14th
Hellooo;
Today. Sister’s wedding shower. It was okiedokie. Went to thee mall w/haneda. She ended up buying stuff with my money. But its cool, she gon owe me back newase. Was supposed to go to a thing for Fabian; told him we cudnt go. Reality: juss too lazy&sleepy. Him&i ended up hanging out. Since probably last week, we been messn round saying we gon hang out from 12AM-1PM. So today, we kinda...
Dec 14th
I was gonna;
Pierce. But now, since ive been looking up info about it, idk. Too much to take care of. I’ll take the pain but idk if i can still going swimming&shit w/it. rawr.
Dec 11th
I honestly;
Don’t really believe you.
Dec 9th
SO HAPPY =]
I finally have a B- in precal! yes; i sound lame but if you knew who my teacher is, you’d get why. Mr. Hodges. haha, HOPEFULLY ill stay that good! =]]]
Dec 7th
FINALLY;
Went on the computer. Hella daysss. P.S. im hekka sleepy. Weird since i slept hella long today. For more than 10hours. Watching “X-effect”. Omgash. Don’t you hate it wen your bf tries to control what you do in your life? Don’t make my decisions for me. I have a brain of my own; dont lend yours, dont want it.
Dec 7th
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I miss you soo much babe. You don’t even know.
Dec 2nd
Yee haa!
I know i over reacted. I’m sorry. I meant it but im juss sorry how i sed it. I miss you soo much. I’m juss glad we better. =]]]] Today was the first times in a while that we had those moments, yayy! Thx for trying babe.
Dec 2nd